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Treating my c-ptsd has been so hard. I think I'm doing well today. I haven't felt remotely human since August. Honestly, I haven't felt well in a year. But I did take baby steps.

Is it hard being different from your peers? Yes. The millennial generation gives me mental problems. What a normal for most people sounds crazy to me. Almost everyone around my age would rather sit home than go out. This aggravates me.

Since moving to a shitty county and losing my life; it's hard to cope with.

I get anxiety from not being around people. This generation is also easily brainwashed. They would rather fight for causes they don't understand than look at facts.

Finally talked about my trauma. It wasn't easy. I'm taking my first steps toward treating my ptsd.

Guess what!

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NLW
05:16 Oct 18 2016

Congratulations!

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SimpleMan
09:09 Oct 18 2016

Congratulations!

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Know what one of my pet peeves is? People who hate feminism. I fought hard as a little girl and even then I've had to prove myself in this world. I do not want to hear PC bullshit about how, as an American woman, I had it easy. I am proud to be American.

Having had my biological father throw me away for being born female, could have ended up very differently if he hadn't been with my mother. No racism but he was/is (?)(I don't even know if he still exists) one of the radical muslims that had me as an anchor baby. My mom didn't know. Kinda like that movie, Not Without my daughter. Except my mom wasn't dumb enough to visit his country. To think I could have been suppressed if I had been born there.

I'm strong, self empowered and I'll keep trying to improve myself.

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Deluna
01:08 Oct 18 2016

ah yes coming from a dad who's folks copied books and hats.

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Deluna
01:09 Oct 18 2016

and it also helps to drink water instead of tea. =)

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NLW
05:18 Oct 18 2016

I saw that movie years ago.

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Mental illness is hard to struggle with. It gets made fun of on the internet all the time. As I write this, there are people making fun of me, for sure, but that's okay.

I love too much, I give too hard, I dream too big.

I'm not sure what I have, besides the crippling anxiety I've developed. I assumed it was bpd last year but this year I wonder if it's C-Ptsd.

I'm ready to come clean and talk about things in my life that I'd rather suppress. And I'm going to do that at the end of the week. I don't know how to go about everything, but I'm going to slowly open up. Like I said, it's a struggle, and it's stronger to own up to things than have things eat at me. It's not going to be easy.

I could use a friend to talk to, if anyone reads this.

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Dakotah
20:12 Oct 17 2016

I think artist, part of having the gift to create, makes artiest very raw emotional people. I try to be an artiest, I had put the brush away for awhile and recently picked it back up. I think too we express our emotions, let them out though our art work, the process of creating is a release. Same on those who would make fun of you for expressing your feelings and thoughts. if you ever need a ear to bend message me. Anytime I do work on myself its not always easy specially when it has to deal with emotions that have been suppressed. You have a friend Rose. :)

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Dakotah
20:13 Oct 17 2016

wish there was a edit option to edit a post made, Same=Shame.

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God I'm so tired of being oppressed.

Honestly I'm a few days late but I should do inktober. Probably stick to Tumblr though.